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I’m starting to believe that life is hard but why start believing anything that can only do me harm. Believe in joy and the freedom within making choices that make you grin. Why think the worst, what can grow from those? Thoughts that bring sorrow and hardship to blow against the heart and poison the mind. I can believe anything so why believe anything that doesn’t help me grow. Though life has moments that turn my stomach to knots and knowing everything makes me feel sorrow in all my thoughts. Believe what is real, believe what makes you feel light, what makes you grow. Truth will soon follow, a beautiful blow to the heart. But some people tell me but all people are sinners and life is not good, and I believe it sometimes when I watch the news or even a movie that is so poisoned with thoughts of deceit violence turmoil. But what is the point of believing such sad Ness is around me all the time because the only point I see to this is that I should be sad and angry and mad or that I should not care. I do though, I do care about all of those people that suffer Beyond such thoughts as mine, people who really suffer with diseases of the mind or body or violence amongst them. If my hands were big enough I would hold them all and comfort them and tell them it’s all going to be OK. And though my heart might be that big, my hands are not and my mind is not. How I do wish we could all live in Utopia. alas we do not. We live amongst hatred and violence and theft and love and lust and joy and trust. I am going to continue to have a place on this earth and I must continue with the belief that life is good, that I am taken care of, that there is much joy to be found amongst my days, and that little me can do something for those who are not as blessed. I see around me gray

And trees with no leaves and people begging for food and I also see a hill in the distance amongst the sunshine with trees and beauty. I hope we can all look around and see some beauty in Our lives to keep us going to keep us alive. I will believe that life is good and that I am taken care of and little Me can help make others lives better.

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Does anybody ever have anxiety and know that taking their medication/ herbs will help but not want to? I do. Today is a transition day which is always hard for me. Though I am looking forward to it, I still dread it. I feel nervous for no reason, like I have done something wrong, or not done enough… that’s not the case but I still can’t seem to shake it. I guess I should take my Zen(natural anxiety medicine) but I feel stubborn and disappointed that I can’t just shake it off and deal with it on my own… does anyone else feel this way?

Talk to your loved ones if you are suffering from anxiety or depression. If you don’t have someone that you trust in your life, talk to me. It takes courage, but can go a long way! I talked to my mom shortly after publishing my first post and she was so saddened that she didn’t know more about what I was going through at that time. I could have saved myself a lot of unhappy moments but instead I hid it away like it was something to be ashamed of. You are not alone!